Nemmys

the advantage of being short and small🙃

Good morning

Back to home

I like being thinner!

My last day in Kyiv 🌙

A massive attack on Ukraine.

Besides today’s wonderful shoot, I have another one coming up very soon, in just an hour I am getting ready to go. Last night was sleepless because Kyiv was under a very heavy attack, with many missiles and drones flying over. I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of drones and by the time the curfew ended the missiles were expected to approach, so I ordered a taxi and went to the nearest underground metro station where I stayed during the moment of impact 🚇

Back home in Dnipro I usually do not do this even ...

1-5? Nude backstage 🌿

Backstage 📸

Today I met a new photographer and it was such a wonderful experience ✨ The shoot felt so easy and inspiring that afterwards we even went for breakfast together.

I truly believe that when you meet a good person and create a real connection, it always shows in the photos. The warmer the atmosphere between the photographer and the model, the stronger it is captured in the frame.

I have not seen the final pictures yet but I already feel they will be amazing. For now I am sharing a few backstage screenshots (the quality is not perf...

Me by Yancelevych pt.3

In this shoot I look fuller than usual. Honestly, I didn’t really like my body or even my face back then, everything seemed too round and big.

Now I’m happy I lost some weight and feel like I’m back in my usual shape. But this is not the finish line yet, there’s still a lot of work ahead 💪

A little secret: my hips are 92 cm now (they used to be 94). My goal is to reach 96, or maybe even 100! That means lifting heavy in the gym and watching my diet very closely. I’m not sure how fast it will happen, but that’s exact...

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Today I visited one of the most famous places in Ukraine’s recent history. It is the residence of the former president who fled during the 2014 Revolution of Dignity. This place is called Mezhyhirya.

The territory is absolutely huge, about 140 hectares. Beautiful parks, ponds and buildings, and all of this was once a private residence. It is hard to believe that one person lived in such luxury, especially funded by taxpayers.

After he fled the whole estate was transferred to the state. Now anyone can come, walk around and see w...

Good morning and have a nice weekend!♥️

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Which one is your favorite?😍

Pt.2 Me by Yancelevych

Thank you so much to everyone for the support under my last post and in my DMs 💌 It feels so good to be back here and I’m really grateful to each of you 🌸 A lot of people asked what happened. There war in my country^ family problems, financial struggles, medication and simply depression as it is. I’m trying to fight through it and with support from others it’s always easier 🤍 I’ve been changing and working on making my life better ✨ I had to change my body, my mindset and my surroundings and I’m glad that things are fall...

Hey guys 🌿

I’ve been thinking about creating something more “real” for you — not only online, but something you could actually get from me in the mail. If you had a chance to buy a little something from me, what would you be most excited about?

It could be bracelets, t-shirts, mugs, or tote bags. Or maybe something handmade — like a bracelet I make myself, or a small clay piece (little figurine or pendant) that hardens on its own💕

-7kg 😳

Hi everyone pt.1

It feels strange to write here again after such a long silence. I want to be honest with you. The truth is, I went through a very heavy time. I fell into a deep depression where even the simplest things like getting out of bed, cooking food or taking a shower felt impossible. My life was covered in fog and I just didn’t have the strength to post or create.

For a long time I thought maybe I was just lazy or making excuses. But when doctors confirmed that my condition is real and serious, I finally started to believe myself. That was t...

Pt.2🤫

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Hello, my dear ones 💛

Tomorrow, I feel like changing my look a bit (my psychiatrist says I might be entering a hypomanic phase 🙈, but I’m doing my best to stay grounded and stick to my sessions and treatment).

Let’s choose together — what could I change about myself and how?

You remember that my hair is very long right now, and I’m wondering whether I should keep the length or cut it. If I do cut it, how much should I go for? And if not, how can I refresh my look? Maybe add a colored strand?

I’d be so happy to get your help with thi...

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The Journey of a Lifetime — and a 30-Hour Bus Ride

When I finally made the decision to go, I didn’t realize just how difficult the journey would be. I was about to travel for 30 hours by bus — no train, no comfortable sleeping arrangements, just sitting in the same seat for over a day. My entire body ached, my head was pounding, and I kept asking myself: Was this really worth it?

With no expectations, I replied to a story posted by the lead singer of the band I was traveling to see — the band I’d loved since I was 15. I casually mentioned that I was on my way to the concert. To...

More more more 🤍

Yesterday, I finally finished reading my childhood story to my therapist. At times, the atmosphere of sadness felt overwhelmingly heavy, but my defense mechanism—humor and laughter—seemed to soften the tension just enough. I’m genuinely relieved that reading it was so much easier than writing it.

Right now, five different medications—antidepressants, antipsychotics, and mood stabilizers—are working together to help bring me into a more stable state.

What truly gave me a surge of energy and hope, though, was fulfilling o...

Hotel

when I arrived at the hotel, I didn't expect to see a huge mirror in which I took beautiful photos, I took a shower and went into the room, and there was a mirror on the ceiling and the photos looked atmospheric and beautiful, I really regretted that I didn't have a camera with me

My happy day

I want to share something very personal and meaningful that happened to me recently.

Back in spring, I saw that my favorite band was going on tour. Just on a whim, I replied to the lead singer’s Instagram story saying, “I’ll treat myself for my birthday and come to your spring tour.” I didn’t expect anything in return. But to my absolute shock and joy, he replied and said, “Let it be a gift from me. Don’t buy a ticket — you’ll be on the guest list.”

Saying I was over the moon would be an understatement. I’ve...

long hair

my hair has become really long, I'm wondering if I should get a haircut 🙈

Hello

Selfie + 6.5kg🥲

Sharing something very personal with you 🫣 — I’ve gained 6.5 kg.Since I’m quite short, it’s really noticeable…Of course, I try to pick good angles for photos, but in real life, it shows.What hurt me the most was when my dad called me “fat”… It broke me inside.I’m trying to heal, trying to come back to myself — even though I know I still look okay.But I feel so insecure because I don’t match the harsh standard I set for myself.In the end, health comes first, and everything else is just a bonus.Still, it’s hard somet...

Weekend

very active weekend, I try to get out of my state, take my pills on time. I was helping in the village. I sorted and planted potatoes, cooked food, even went to church 🙈 There were a lot of things to do, tomorrow should also be an active day. I hope you are interested in reading this ♥️ On Monday I will already see a psychologist, she should already finish reading my childhood story that I wrote. In the PDF file it came out almost 30 pages 🫣

My dear ones, I want to be honest with you

It’s been almost a month since I last visited Patreon. During this time, I’ve lost not only a part of my income, but also my connection with you — the people who have supported and inspired me all this time. Some of you wrote to me, worried, asking where I’ve been… And I feel deeply ashamed for staying silent.

The truth is, I’ve been going through a difficult period. After returning to Ukraine, my mental state worsened. I fell into depression and realized I couldn’t manage on my own. I’m now working with a psychiatrist ...

Me by Nazar Elcansky pt.5

Yes, I love crawling under lamps 😂, but you have to admit, the photos turn out pretty good!🙈 I’m a mushroom again🍄

Me by Nazar Elcansky pt.4

Which photo do you like the most? What do you think of these selfies? To be honest, I’m not entirely happy with them—it feels like I look a bit upset. Or is it just my imagination?