Destinee Holland

Important Update (I'm Exclusively on Patreon Now)

Hi Lusties. Just a quick update today, I’ve officially moved over to Patreon completely, as a lot of you have probably noticed these recent changes today. My works on Wattpad have been shortened to ten chapters maximum for a trial read. Otherwise, my full work is only viewable here. 

This shouldn’t affect anyone, as all members have access to any collection/book on here. Of course, if you purchase a collection without a membership, then you only have access to that collection and nothing else. Hopefully, this ...

Spoilers Issues

Hi, Lusties. I recently just had some issues with spoilers in the comments on Wattpad which I find extremely disrespectful and disappointing, as I didn’t consent to this and no one asked me prior. @Cashcartierr offered to even send them on Snapchat and Instagram while @Danielalovesgirls gave the full spoiler of the next chapter. I’ve already blocked Daniela and I’m working on the first user now. I’m asking everyone here to not do this. It 100% discourages me from writing, especially on here, a place that’s supposed to be safe.

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Eight

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start. Let's debrief chapter seventy-eight.

We finished off on the last note of chapter seventy-seven, which was when they fell back asleep.

Liberty not wanting Monroe to leave was so cute—also, the topic of staying home was brought up again.

How do we feel about the summer break they agreed on? Liberty would essentially start job-hunting in the fall and take this break during the summer.

Shopping seems to have gone well—Libby spent well over fiv...

Session 𝓢eventy-Eight

Session 78:
"The Break"

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I let out a deep sigh when the annoying alarm rang around me, disrupting my deep sleep.

I felt her warm body shift beneath mine, reaching over to cut the alarm off.

Then she pressed her hands to my lower back, caressing my covered skin.

"Liberty," she softly whispered, briefly kissing the top of my head.

"No," I mumbled, hugging her closer to me.

The softest laugh echoed in Monroe's chest. "I'm already going into the o...

Session 78 Visual Preveiw

Chapter seventy-eight will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon lovelies. Feel free to make any last theories💗💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Sweet-Cigarettes After Sex
• Focus-H.E.R
• Redbone-Childish Gambino

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Seven

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week went well. Let's debrief chapter seventy-seven together.

Starting strong were the interrogation questions... Liberty was freaking out at how serious the questions were which was hilarious, while Monroe openly answered them.

The marriage topic was a bigger one, which Monroe openly said she believes in, but she's also thinking about family issues that she doesn't want to involve Liberty in.

Also, Monroe offering to get a fish with Liberty was so funny too. Zion and Sarai quickly mentione...

Session 𝓢eventy-Seven

Session 77:
"The Interrogation"

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"We have a protocol here," Zion said as soon as we all got seated in the living room.

We each held a glass of red wine, sitting between the two couches.

I sat beside Monroe on one while Sarai and Zion sat on the other.

"It's just a tiny list of questions," Sarai said, making me shake my head immediately.

"You totally don't have to do this," I told Monroe, not wanting to make her uncomfortable.

But she only shook her head, "It's protocol,...

Session 77 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties. Chapter seventy-seven will be out tomorrow morning. Feel free to make any last predictions<33

Song Lineup (In order):

• Better-Khalid
• Thirsty-Partynextdoor
• Waterfall-Yebba

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Six

Hi Lusties:) This has to be one of my favorite chapters so far. I'm so excited to debrief with you all.

The start of this chapter was a little sadder, especially with how affected Monroe was by everything. Some of you asked my opinion on the last chapter, and I will say I agreed with Liberty until she introduced Ro as her therapist.

Liberty also knew the truth about the Maricel situation at some point and was introduced to Eliza. Her inner monologue highlighted that she would tell Monroe once she met Eliza, since it wa...

Session 𝓢eventy-Six

Session 76:
"The Knowing Circle"

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Monroe was on the phone for a while.

I couldn't tell if she was avoiding me or genuinely handling work-related issues.

I tried not to overthink it.

Or overthink our conversation.

She completely shut down after she stopped herself mid-sentence.

I wasn't sure what she stopped herself from saying, but now I really wanted to know.

I care that I had to stand there and pretend to be your therapist when I—

When ...

Session 76 Visual Preview

Chapter seventy-six will be out tomorrow morning, Lusties. Feel free to make any last predictions💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Comfortable-Lauv
• this is what falling in love feels like-JVKE
• Latch-Disclosure & Sam Smith

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Five

Hi Lusties, happy Monday. I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start. Let's debrief chapter seventy-five.

The opening scene was very wholesome, and also very sexy with Ro Ro. The control conversation was definitely interesting too. Liberty seems okay with giving the control to Monroe fully, which isn’t healthy. However, I know a lot of you want to discuss the main topic here.

Zion and Sarai.

Or how Liberty lied and claimed Monroe was there as her therapist for an emergency meeting, which clearl...

Session 𝓢eventy-Five

Session 75:
"The Emergency Meeting"

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"You should've let me slap her," I said, getting settled on the soft couch.

We had officially taken off, the plane at a cruising altitude now.

Monroe made sure to withdraw the winnings from the account she had with the club.

I think she could request it in check or cash form, but opted for a wire transfer instead.

She seemed to know the whole process like the back of her hand—then again, she probably used to go there often.

Session 75 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter seventy-five will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon (EST)💗💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Candy-Doja Cat
• Nights Like This-The Kid LAROI
• Now or Never-Halsey

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Four

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week went well. I apologize for the delays today. I ended up scraping a lot of this chapter and redoing it. However, I hope you enjoyed reading. Let's get into the debrief:)

The opening scene was my favorite, especially with Liberty topping and the breakfast joke. Both of them falling back asleep after was also really cute as well, and Liberty's jaw being sore was probably the most hilarious and real thing ever.

Their matching outfits were such a power move, especially with the sun...

Session 𝓢eventy-Four

Session 74:
"The Unknown"

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The early morning sun glowed around me, reflecting against the white covers tangled around us.

The pillow barrier that I placed between us was long gone.

We naturally pushed it away once we got back from our late-night McDonald's run.

Our bare bodies were entangled as if they were only ever destined to find each other.

My cheek was pressed to the softness of her chest, our legs tangled beneath the warm covers.

I had awoken to Monroe g...

Session 74 Visual Preview

Chapter seventy-four will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon Lusties. Eliza is also pictured to the left💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby-Cigarettes After Sex
• Brooklyn Baby-Lana Del Ray
• you should see me in a crown-Billie Eilish

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Three

Hi Lusties, hopefully everyone's week is going well:) It's time for a HUGE debrief. This chapter was genuinely a lot.

The shower moment truly shows how much power Monroe has over Liberty. Even when things go wrong, Liberty believes Monroe is always the solution. She always "fixes" things for her.

It was healthy that Liberty put down that pillow boundary between them, even if it clearly affected Ro.

The nightmare was also very sad, especially for Liberty who's coping deeply with so much at once. Monroe genuinely hated tha...

Session 𝓢eventy-Three

Session 73:
"The Opposite"

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My vision was blurred, my crying messy and silent as I tried my best to navigate down the different hallways.

But I genuinely had no idea where to go.

I was lost, and I felt like I genuinely couldn't breathe.

My chest hurts—there's this ache every few seconds.

I also feel really dizzy.

Maybe I should've eaten those stupid fancy hors d'oeuvres things.

Now I couldn't stomach anything, even the thought of eatin...

Session 73 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter seventy-three will be posted tomorrow morning. I included pictures of the first arrangement for reference, so everyone can get an idea of what she looks like💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• ilomilo-Billie Eilish
• Paranoid-Lauv
• Dark Times-The Weeknd

Clarifying Chapter 72

Hi Lusties. I recently made an edit on the recent debrief, but I decided to make an overall post dedicated to this topic because I don’t want it to go unseen.

Here was the edit made: Hi my loves. I wanted to add this edit in here because it feels like Liberty was very misunderstood here. I know a lot of you are upset that she walked away from Monroe, but this wasn’t for a random or small reason. The possibility of Monroe killing someone else was very overwhelming, as it would be for most people in that situation. Yes, Ro was breaki...

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-Two

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is off to a good start. I apologize for the delays today. I made a lot of corrections/edits to chapter seventy-two, which luckily made it longer than expected. This chapter was a little over 6000 words, so it was one of the longer ones.

There's a lot to discuss here. First up is Liberty's hair. Monroe sending the staff out of the room and getting on her knees was definitely a way to handle it.

But Ro doing Liberty's hair herself was so cute overall.

I know many of you probably ...

Session 𝓢eventy-Two

Session 72:
"The Possibility"

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I'm not sure why I underestimated the event Monroe mentioned.

I didn't think it would be small, but this...

This felt like some kind of gala.

The stylists came early in the afternoon—there were even separate dressing rooms for me and Monroe.

Everything was curated.

There was also a specified theme: Chrome and Champagne.

This was something normal people would plan months in advance, but Monroe's p...

Session 72 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter seventy-two will be out tomorrow morning/afternoon, depending. Feel free to make any last predictions💗💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Earned it-The Weeknd
• Gasoline-Halsey
• Wildflower-Billie Eilish

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy-One

Hi, Lusties. I hope everyone's week went well:) Let's debrief chapter seventy-one together.

The opening scene with Libs and Ro was so cute. Clarisse definitely tried to kill the vibe, but Liberty was not having it. It's kind of hilarious that she pretended to be light-headed just to get them out of breakfast with Monroe's parents. We all would've done the same. Monroe was definitely worried for a moment, though.

Liberty still hasn't said anything about Sarai either, but on the bright side, they had a ...

Session 𝓢eventy-One

Session 71:
"The City"

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"Thanks for the ride, doc," I murmured as I slid down from her back.

Monroe's lips twitched up when I winked at her. "You're welcome," she said, leaning down to briefly kiss my lips, "Ms. Fierro."

I hummed as she pulled away, "Now what to have for breakfast..." I trailed off, walking with her into the cold estate, "I'm craving something really specific."

"I see," Monroe murmured, eyeing my face as we walked down the hallway, "Give ...

Session 71 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter seventy-one will be out tomorrow morning. Feel free to comment any last theories or predictions for this chapter:)

Song Lineup (In order):

• Real Woman-PARTYNEXTDOOR
• You Are My High-DJ Snake
• Melting-Kali Uchis

Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓢eventy

Hi Lusties. I hope everyone's week is going well so far:) Let's debrief chapter seventy together.

A lot more was revealed in this chapter, especially regarding the power Monroe's parent's have access too. It's more difficult than getting federal approval. Certain states have to agree as well, which Monroe's parents have clearly already thought through.

Also, Monroe mentioning going public? It was a little surprising when Liberty shut that idea down.

The starting scene definitely didn't go in the direction we all assumed. ...

Session 𝓢eventy

Session 70:
"The Run"

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"Forty-seven times?" I asked as soon as we entered the bedroom.

The rest of dinner was quiet and filled with unbearable small talk—even the walk back to our room was silent.

And I definitely wasn't about to ask Monroe anything until I had her alone.

"I only got to forty-seven in my head," Monroe casually murmured.

I blinked a few times as she closed the door behind us, realizing the number of stabs Monroe settled on was purely based o...

Session 70 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, chapter seventy won’t have a visual preview as it would have spoilers + some thing’s can’t be depicted. I left the song lineup down below. This chapter will be out tomorrow morning (EST), free to make any last predictions for this chapter:)

Song Lineup (In order):

• Me and Your Mama-Childish Gambino
• To Love & Die-Jhené Aiko
• Sail-AWOLNATION