Destinee Holland

Update

hi angels. i hope everyone is well. i’ve recently decided to do a little detox from wattpad/patreon for mental health reasons. i do plan to schedule the chapters to post as best as i can, but i won’t be as active on either platform. i’m currently planning to be back by monday, but i’ll keep you guys updated❤️

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐄𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter forty-eight will be posted tonight<3

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 | Xanax

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧

"𝐗𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐱"

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"It looks just as I imagined."

I raised a brow, "Cold and empty?" I curiously asked, closing my bedroom door. 

"Clean and organized," Arina corrected me, walking further into my room. 

I could not even fathom the idea of sleeping on that couch again. 

Much less actually do it. 

But I also wanted to spend more time with Arina? 

It felt o...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗 | Handled

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐢𝐱
"𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭"

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"Via."

I furrowed my brows, mumbling something even I couldn't make out as I nuzzled deeper into the couch.

"Via."

I forced a hum, sinking even deeper into the stiffness under me.

"Via," the soft voice said yet again, which finally gave me the power to force my eyes open.

I blinked almost rapidly, adjusting to the dimmed...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 | Content

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞
"𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭"

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That evening it was back to everything that was normal for me.

Handling drop-ins, ensuring shipment was distributed properly, and even checking in with different mafia leaders.

Only this time Sevan seemed to be such a present force in my head.

All I could think about was her or what she was doing.

I was also beyond fucking irritated that Kairos had ruin...

Chapter Forty-Five Update

hiii angels, i’m so sorry to inform you all that chapter forty-five won’t be out until tomorrow. i really was aiming for it to be out tonight, but also, i don’t want to publish something that’s not 100% my best. i think these double updates are beginning to burn me out, so please bare with me during this delay. i hope you all can understand and i’m so sorry to disappoint you💗

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter Forty-Five will be out sometime this evening angels💗💗

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 | Necessary

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫
"𝐍𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐲"

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The next morning I was already awake before Sevan.

Surprisingly so.

I felt almost weirdly awake, unable to sleep in the slightest.

So I pulled on one of Sevan's t-shirts and a pair of her sweatpants, deciding to leave the room really quickly to grab something.

Vodka of course.

I needed their worst-burning vodka to start my day. 2024-11-03 02:19:04 +0000 UTC View Post

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 | Accustomed

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞
"𝐀𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝"

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I furrowed my brows when I felt something soft graze my cheek, immediately causing me to stir from my sleep. 

Naturally, I buried myself under the soft pillows, nuzzling in even closer to what I knew was Sevan's body. 

And her soft touch trailing up my arms and across my bare collarbone. 

"Sevan," I mumbled incoherently, pus...

Updates❤️

hiii darlings!! two things i want to announce. first, i’m going live in around thirty minutes (11:45 am EST) it’s going to be a “write with me” live. next i wanted to share the Corrupted Christmas book aesthetic TikTok i made, maybe a double update will be in store if you guys go like💋

Book Aesthetic TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP88ECj9R/

Pinterest Boards🤍

hiii angels, i’m excited to announce that both pinterest boards for Ruined + A Corrupted Christmas are up now!! check them out below💗

link to my page:https://pin.it/4ttzC48tf

A Corrupted Christmas Description

When Virelai Chun steps back into Miami's gritty glamour after years away, it's not just to sip eggnog and deck the halls. It's to take over for her father, Dorian Chun. And Miami's gangs are no longer the rough illegal crowd they used to be...

𝙉𝙤.

They've found a way to make themselves into Miami's elite, pulling strings in the city's most glamorous circles. Schools, politicians, you name it, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘪𝘵.

And in Miami, you need them to like you.

If they don't?

Better hope yo...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎 | Different

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐰𝐨
"𝐃𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭"

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"Fine," I mumbled, eyeing Sevan's face for a brief moment, "I am mad."

Sevan nodded, reaching down to run her hands up my arms, "Tell me why you're mad," she said, her voice still as serious with me. 

I shrugged, "I do not want to discuss it—but you know I am mad," I said, deciding to leave this topic alone. 

Because how do I tell her I was&nbs...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄 | In-between's

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐎𝐧𝐞
"𝐈𝐧-𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐬"

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I let out a deep sigh as I zipped the suitcase shut—which I had to sit on to close. 

Even if it was only a weekend in New York, I needed to be prepared. 

I wasn't even sure we were still going, especially considering how we left everything. 

I had barely spoken ten words to Sevan that night at that hotel. 

Not after irritatingly getting offe...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘 | Pizza Concept

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲
"𝐏𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐚 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭"

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"Nyet Sevan," I said, burying myself further under the covers as she approached the bed.

"You need to eat something more than crackers, Zinovia," Sevan said as she slid back into the bed beside me.

And maybe she was right.

At least my stomach determined she was right.

I'm really hungry.

But after what just fucking happened I'm not lea...

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 | Very Bad

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞
"𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐁𝐚𝐝"

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"Sevan," I breathed out, hunching over as more of the disgusting chunky bile spilled from my lips, "Away—go away," I whispered under my breath, feeling my eyes burn as I truly processed what I had done.

I threw up on her shoes.

Oh fuck.

I shook my head when I felt more bile shoot up my throat, stumbling past Sevan.

Who was quicker than me.

She had sl...

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter Thirty-Nine will be out later today angels<33

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 | Conflicted

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐄𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

"𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝"

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"Good now?" Nazara asked me as I approached the poker table. 

I hummed tightly, "Very good," I mumbled, even if it felt like I could actually scream. 

Sevan makes me so angry. 

"Get up," I suddenly said to Nazara, immediately making her brows raise, "We leave now." 

"Koslov—" 

"I don't repeat myself," I said, turning away from the...

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 | Well-Behaved

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧

"𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥-𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝"

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The very same day, I was busy—too busy, if I'm being honest. 

I was plotting out every detail of tonight's event with the energy of someone orchestrating a hostile takeover, even though this was only poker. 

But I knew Sevan would lay me over her lap if she knew what I was doing, giving me a reminder of who exactly I belonged ...

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗 | Goodbye Kiss

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐢𝐱

"𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬"

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I let out a deep content sigh, staring out at the distant city we were approaching.

The water underneath the yacht was smoother with less waves, practically lulling me into a deeper calmness.

Even if I was beyond ready to be back on land.

And in Moscow.

I miss the harsh cold weather and the organized city.

It felt a little less organized here. 2024-10-28 02:50:32 +0000 UTC View Post

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐢𝐱 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter Thirty-Six will be out tomorrow angels, so sorry for the delays today!!💗

A Corrupted Christmas❤️🎄

ahhh i’m SO excited to announce the official sequel of Corrupted…

𝙰 𝙲𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚖𝚊𝚜.

it will officially be out November 25th so save the date angels!! the book trailer + IG story visuals are linked below❤️

Visuals: http...

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 | Two Very's

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞
"𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐲'𝐬"

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I furrowed my brows, feeling the smoothness of something slide down my stomach.

And I couldn't help but squirm slightly when I felt it gently slide back up my stomach.

Before slipping back down again.

This time much lower than my stomach.

And that's when I processed it was a hand.

I hummed almost weakly as my heavy eyes fluttered open, already feeling a ne...

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter Thirty-Five will be out by 12 pm EST angels:))

Going Live💗💗

Hi angels, I’m planning to go live in the next ten minutes at 3 pm EST for whoever wants to join:)

IG handle: @wweekendlusttt

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 | Insanity

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫
"𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲"

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The water was hot—steaming hot.

Which only added to the heat delved deep inside of me.

But I refused to give in.

I refused to lose a battle I had started myself.

So I washed myself almost in irritation, refusing to let Sevan touch me.

But it didn't matter.

Her being in this shower with me was enough.

And she fucking knew that.

It...

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter Thirty-Four will be posted before 12 pm angels:))

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 | Honey

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞
"𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲"

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I purposely took my time finishing my cigar before meeting Sevan down on the lower deck.

And by time, I mean, I took over an hour.

But it didn't seem to irritate Sevan in the slightest, if anything, she looked calm as she sat in the booth.

Compared to an hour ago, she wore an oversized t-shirt that covered her once-exposed stomach. 

And I had done the same in a way, purpo...