kristyjessica

Babe, I'm gonna leave you..... 🎼🎶

A little fun fact about me.... I am a HUGE led zeppelin fan.... Tell me what you thought of my channeling of Robert Plant 😎🎵❤️‍🔥

Click here to watch me singing "Babe I'm Gonna Leave You"

Are you enjoying watching me sing and dance this week? Should I do this more often?

The above photo is available in my art prin...

Some have called me a soul-snatcher...

Heh heh I think the term "soul snatcher" is mostly used by tiktok and reddit users... I take it as a compliment, though I am not intending to snatch anyone's souls, merely to entertain your souls... or even to just feel connected. 

Some say that the act of taking a photo of someone is taking a piece of their soul... have you heard of that? I suppose a soul must be infinite, if that is the case... my soul does not feel depleted even after having my photo taken millions of times over the years...

Photo by art of women ;) ...

Singing another song for you <3

I decided to share images in the thumbnail and the singing videos in the description, that way you can enjoy my nude art instead of just a screenshot of the video, as well as the singing video!! Double whammy!!!

Anyway lol... Don’t hate me OMG so many people hate this band, but they have a special place in my heart. Creed was my gateway drug to “secular music” because they sold it at the Christian bookstore (ahem… on tape because I was born in the 80s, baby!)

Hence I was led into the delightfully hedonistic worl...

I am going to sing for you now <3

When I close my eyes and listen to music is when I feel most creative and inspired. Ideas flow through me. I used to think I was most creative when I was high, I thought I was so eccentric and poignant when I was dru/nk. I had my moments, but being for/ced to become sober re-routed my love for music ❤️‍🔥.

Music has helped me express my inner demons and joys too, as you may have noticed, I enjoy creating erotica music videos ❤️‍🔥😁

So to celebrate my love for music, throughout the week I’m going to sing you...

Love and the Sunset

I just want to remind you all to let those you love know how much they mean to you. Right now my mom is in the middle of a bunch of chemo treatments and she is in rough shape. 

So many photographers I have worked with have recently died of cancer and it's reminding me of how precious life is, and how lucky I am to be this close with my mom now... I hope she makes it through all this chemo... fuck cancer....

*Kristy

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Let out a whimper

The ecstacy of my back arching into submission... my lips part and I let out a whimper...

Image by Ram Photo

*Kristy

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Daily reminder!

Let me remind you to love yourself, I certainly love that you are here with me! Cheers!

*Kristy

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Indulgence anyone?

According to a new study, indulging ourselves sometimes is as fundamental to a happy life as self-control [quoted from Forbes] - So this week I want to focus on erotic self indulgence, are you with me? 

Photo by Barepixels

*Kristy

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Huge hug for you!!!

I appreciate you so much for your sponsorship…

You are supporting a platform where hottie creators (like me!) can thrive! Why support large corporations like P*rnhub, where the talent usually doesn’t make any cut off the video sales? You are putting the power into the pockets of the ACTUAL babes whose beauty you enjoy, instead of some corporation of shmucks!! For you I am eternally grateful. I would give you the biggest, tightest hug to thank you if you were with me IRL right now!!! THANK YOU!

*Kristy

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Shaved my head! + New Goals here on Patreon

My beloved mom, who is dearly loved by anyone who has the pleasure of meeting her, is now battling cancer.

My mom means more to me than anything, and her long, thick, silvery hair was put in jeopardy. I told her from the time she was diagnosed: if she lost her hair, I’d shave with her! My sister and stepbrother also made the decision to shave in solidarity with our mom.

As a full time model who has had long brown hair my entire life, I was slightly nervous but even more excited for a drastic change.

I feel like I can b...

DesireX Self Portrait Photo Set

Panties vanish... the romance of a flower makes a hint... my breasts and lotus need to be freed and be appreciated, my body writhes... take me! Here's a self portrait set I created at an airbnb rental last month :) Featuring designer lingerie by Desirex, and of course my birthday suit!!! I hope you enjoy my efforts to bring you the best quality erotica! 

Click here for the full photo gallery! 

Thanks so much!

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You are my knight in shining armor!

You are my knight in shining armor! Your patreon support makes a change in my life, and helps make the world a better place:

You are protecting me from dangerous predators. Before I started any online fan-sourced subscription sites, 100% of my income was from photographers hiring me for photo shoots. I was more desperate for income back then and accepted work from some shady people that I would never work with again. Some of these “photographers” have since been arrested for r*pe and ch*ld pron... now that I am making more income f...

Grateful

I am grateful to have a life that allows me to travel to beautiful destinations… but I know that seeing someone’s life online can sometimes cause “FOMO”… Just so you know, I get that fear of missing out as well. I do experience loneliness and anxiety on the road from time to time. There are high highs and low lows… I still wouldn’t change it for the world!

Sometimes I do miss my family, some weddings I am unable to attend… sometimes I wish I had a secure routine and was able to have a hometown community like at a yoga s...

It's Patron Appreciation Week!!!

It’s officially subscriber appreciation week! Thanks to your your loyal and amazing willingness to subscribe to me, I am gifted the joy of sharing my body, creativity, and soul for you, in all the unique ways I can come up with! I like to refer to this as the “sexy-positive machine” ;) This week I will be sharing all the reasons why I love you!!!

*Kristy

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Photo by Art of Women

NSFW Photo of the Day by Lindsay Adler

Sorry if my question was too nosey the other day. Today I just wanted to tell you that I appreciate your support of me, regardless of any stigma my presence in your screen may or may not present <3 I am here to give you beauty and entertainment and to hopefully bring a smile to your face, am I succeeding?

*Kristy

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Curious about YOU? Photo by MesmericFoto

What about YOU? I have spilled my guts about the intricacies of my sensual life, and my new horizons on opening up my erotic comfort for my online content… but what about you?

My experience is mostly with photographers, so getting to know my OF subscribers is still new to me. Some photographers have their wives as their assistants at photo shoots, some keep their model photography a complete secret, some are single and don’t give a fuck what the world thinks!

Your secret is safe with me of course, my page is a safe space, I a...

Looking at 2023 like...

A lot is going to change this year... I can feel it...

Photo by Robert Domondon

*Kristy

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I feel my heart opening...

Erotic boundaries are opening for me. Have you noticed me slip inside a little more frequently? Have you noticed my explicit options have a wider range of naughtiness? (Those of you at the lower tiers may not see the changes... but starting at the $30 you get much much more)

This is because I am feeling safer and more secure in my life, in the bedroom, and more... the chains of my past are finally beginning to break. It's a very challenging road psychologically, due to past abuse (which I will spare you the details on) but I wanted to ...

Actual BF support <3

   "I think it's great what you're doing with your erotic modeling, and I don't care how far it goes, I support you a million percent! I'll even film you and photograph you, however you'd like and whatever level of naughty you want to do!" Words @traviswolfecreative told me when we first reunited in 2019 :) 

     He has been so supportive and amazing, and we even make new content together on his page too! I feel so lucky to have a sweet guy who ACTUALLY trusts and supports me! It ...

I finally felt accepted

I realized we were all just f*cking weirdos, riding in elevators together, walking through the halls together, chit chatting in the VIP room about our clips stores, and we were all brought together to create or to admire kinky fetish content.

The google-eyed sweaty guy standing next to the hottest babe I had ever laid eyes on in the elevator without hardly a shrug made it apparent to me we are all in the mode of accepting each other here. The guy in the diaper at the end of the leash was maybe going WAY outside his normal comfort zone ...

Shock and realization...

(story continued) The big shiny elevator door opened to reveal a middle aged naked man on his hands and knees, wearing nothing but a d!aper, leashed by his impressive dominatrix - fully latex clad and adorned with a tight waist cincher, long justice red fingernails, and fabulously chunky black necklaces of gems and stones around her neck. 

“Holy fuck” I thought to myself. Her d!aper sub scooted into the elevator and she strutted in between our tight crowd. The 5 of us slowly eyeballed each other in amazement as we f...

My first fetishcon (part 1 of a story)

Boop the shiny rectangular door slid open to reveal a tall, slender, mostly naked woman in a tiny black g-string, little Rock’n’roll studded nipple covers, and murderous leather thigh high platform boots with stiletto heels.

I slinked into the elevator between her and a round sweaty man who was beaming from his eyes. “Do I belong here?” I anxiously wondered to myself… The decision to attend this convention was a comfort zone stretch for me, but I was told it would widen my career.

Boop the gravity su...

Happy New Year!

For the first week of 2023 I am going to share an eye-opening story with you about my first experience at Fetishcon - it will bring us even closer, I promise! I have learned a lot about human sexuality and how kinks develop through my time as a bondage and fetish model. 

Photo by Tuscon Tied, One of the good ones <3 

*Kristy

What would you like to see more of in 2023?

Ahh it's the last day of the year... what better way to bookend 2022 than with a little survey? 

Our thoughts are fleeting

I recently learned that our thoughts are actually not "us", the voices we hear in our head are a repeating of random beliefs we have derived from our experiences over life. We can let them control us, defeat us, or we can channel them into positivity and self love, to have a better, happier life. Instead of getting beat down by negative thoughts, we just need to observe them and let them pass through us, like a raincloud in the wind. 

*Kristy

Photo by Art of women

I defeated my fears

I defeated my fears of failure with modeling initially by just... modeling despite my insecurities! I was so insecure about my stretch marks and my extremely short stature... I tried laser surgery when I was 19 with all the money I had to spare and it didn't work at all. I eventually just started applying the cream of self-acceptance to my life ;) 

Photographers hardly even mentioned my stretch marks and they would even just edit them out without saying anything. A few asked me if I wanted them edited out... I used to always say y...

9 meters down

The first time I came to Tahiti, I could not reach this airplane. The other model that was traveling with us was a trained freediver, and she could easily dive down. I was motivated to get trained as a freediver specifically to come back to Tahiti and defeat this challenge! I did it!!! It's amazing what we can accomplish when we put our minds and hearts to it. 

Photo by Smartshot Christian Coulombe

*Kristy

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Confident in my skin finally!

Ten years ago was my first sober Xmas... I was an absolute anxious WRECK! I was still hiding my nude modeling from my parents and was super nervous to go to a family celebration party. 

My (now ex) boyfriend from that time was unsupportive in my sobriety, telling me I could probably have a few , gaslighting me about my past alcoholism, (I was blacking out and puking myself every week... multiple DUIS etc...) when he didn't even know be then... 

Anyway I had so much stress for just simple existing.....

Merry Christmas!

So much controversy about holidays, are we celebrating santa or jesus? I am personally just taking this opportunity to be grateful for the amazing life I have and for the people in my life who care about me, (including YOU!)

I want to cherish this day and show my absolute undying gratitude for you for helping make my sexy-positive life possible <3 Thank you so very much for your support! You are helping this lil' 5'2 shortie achieve amazing dreams I never thought could be possible!

Thank you endlessly! 

Love

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Christmas Eve!

Naked ocean dreams with @godsavecarolynjean :) It's Christmas Eve!! I hope wherever you are, you feel my love from over the cosmos of the internet! Have a peaceful night, and Merry Christmas Eve!!! <3

*Kristy

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