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cleanup of the last cleanup

caffeine beyond whats healthy

2024-01-14 05:02:23 +0000 UTC View Post

cleaner version of the last pic

redraw the same thing 4546546 times until it looks decent.

tbh i believe social media is specially soulcrushing for artists, like

imagine spending hours and hours into polishing piece so you can produce something you feel proud of... just for it to be absolutely disposable in the end past the first week at best just because how the social media algortihm is wired, lmao, old works never get recommended and i hate that lol. no wonder why people often aim for quanityt over quality, sadly i can't work like that, i don't know how to...

2024-01-14 00:59:59 +0000 UTC View Post

more snake skeechies

ah chill time, no i still hate linework and polish, so
ill keep sketching until the oblivion, feels like im actually achieving stuff, as you can see
My sketches are a emssy mess, thats what i mean with me having no talent lmao.

specially when i look at the skecthces of other people and i realize they already look like linework lol, very good fine motor skills, i often resort to refraw the same thing 234932943249324932423 times on top of the past iteration until it looks good. very time and energy consuming. i like the ocean 2024-01-12 20:15:02 +0000 UTC View Post

pit viper cock awe skeech

"Ohhh~, y- you know?, you're s-so big everytime you whip it out in my face... i get teleported back to the moment you showed me your cock for the first time, I-it never ceases to amaze me...."

Ah, just imagine an idilic world, we all have huge cocks and all the girls have huge ass and tiddies, (and extra wide hips) that would be your average day on ganymede. You know, she likes it big, i like it big. And since im the one drawing them, reality can be whatever i want, don' worry, her back is not suffering because of her breast si...

2024-01-12 01:34:14 +0000 UTC View Post

pit viper suck skeeches

"woah, its huge!"

well
a bit better than yesterday, glad i had a space to share this stuff that i've been carrying on my shoulders for so long. i hope life gets better, eventually.

2024-01-09 23:35:37 +0000 UTC View Post

there you have more snake az (skeeech)

yeah, i made her boobs bigger.

ah yes i guess that by this point i do artwork and rants but idc hereit goes

january 6th i had the argument of my life with my parents
particularly with my narc mother, it was absolutely awful, i dont like using the word narc lightly but my mother is, well clearly one. as she exchibits all of the sings of one. while in the other hand i be something sort of an authistic social regret lol.

so you can imagine our relationship is and has been absolutely bs unless i go out of my way to pleas...

2024-01-08 17:28:29 +0000 UTC View Post

pit viper 1 sk

new year, same bs. ill keep drawing but
i guess i just have no busines sin social media, idfk what to do tbhm because drawing is my only source of income and food is a real issue for me. but well, im sick of trying to draw for social media instead of myself. its just not for me, while yeah its discouraging to see people who started at the same time arealdy making phat living... i cant make desicions base don jealousy lol, at least i should try not to. I am incredibly tired. and drained, and it doesnt get better. social for artists t...

2024-01-04 14:09:29 +0000 UTC View Post

fullnelsoning wip

im not dead yet but my art making proccess is sluggish beyond belief . please dont ever be a quality over quantity artist

2024-01-03 05:58:48 +0000 UTC View Post

sketch 1

lovely snake lady

in some other news
despair. Irrelevancy worries me as usual
My lack of disposition to chase trends and do fanart its gonna ruin my career
along my inhability to post constantly

and my inhability to paywall my content
and my you get the drill so, i might have to
Lean again into forcing myself to do stuff i do not wish to do for the heath of my career
i can't afford to be irrelevant

i hate being irrelevant.

2023-12-24 07:53:05 +0000 UTC View Post

idfk what im gonna do with this patreon and im at the verge of collapse becuse of my general lack of success in art

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ive tried a bunch of different strategies and nothing works lol
people just dont wanna suppurt my wrok si i ahve either done something to earn their distrust or idfk
im just so tired of this tbh
sine patreon is liteallyu my only source of income and my general energy to do art is drained
and i cant sell out to whatever is trendy or popular, i really cant without emotional drainage

and now i've got tired of drawing the big titty squid lady so i guess...

2023-12-17 07:04:48 +0000 UTC View Post