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Hello everyone, this is unplanned post. Unfortunately, I suddenly became worse; for the first time, the muscles in my legs began to be in pain so severely that I almost couldn’t walk. For the second day in a row I’m just crying, and I don’t know what to do. Some of my tests came back positive, for HLA B27 and Bareliosis IgM, although a year ago the same test was negative. IgG negative. The tick didn't bite me. It is also written that this test can be positive due to other diseases, not due to Lyme disease. Tomorrow morning I will go to...

I'm with Anna 🤍 Part 2

My illness has brought me to the realization of such a huge number of things..Even in moments of the most terrible pain, now, I try to accept it, because the more I resist and reject it, the stronger the pain becomes. I don’t know where this path is taking me, but I hope to something incredible and then I can tell myself thank you for what I was able to do. I'm just sharing my thoughts with you. 

Also We recently watched a very cool series “how to change your mind” on Netflix and it changed the awareness of many things, I hi...

I'm with Anna 🤍 Part 1

This shooting took place in the summer, we shot for about 6-7 hours, first the photographer photographed me in different locations, and then at the end of the shooting he invited Anya, by the way, who remembers the shooting in the lake with water lilies, which I shot in the summer- it's Anna))  It is difficult for me to work with someone in pairs, but for me this is a good impetus for development. How do you like the series?

Photographer's IG: 2024-01-24 12:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post

Mia in the sands 💫 Part 2

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/tvoyamia?igsh=MTZ0MXA5MDk2aXNxZQ==

Backstage with Mia ❤️‍🔥

Beautiful backstage from the previous shooting for you 💧

You can download the video from the link below or in the Attachments 👇🏻

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1I3_NveN5SGcu2Qvwz7KUfsxvTn4ptfNr/view?usp=drive_link

Mia in the sands 💫 Part 1

I practically never have commercial orders, a maximum of a few per year) But this is exactly the case when a girl ordered a commercial shoot from me, she completely trusts me! Mia is an absolutely kind, sincere and bright person, and I think this can be seen in her incredibly beautiful eyes! Thank you to the world for the people who surround me ❤️

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/tvoyamia?igsh=MTZ0MXA5MDk2aXNxZQ==

Me on film in the Kyiv 🖤

A few more photos from the summer forest for you 🌱

Photographer's IG: https://www.instagram.com/irrrland.movie?igsh=M3VjcW52Ym9qdHJj

Me on film on the Kyiv beach 🖤

Sorry that I disappeared for a while, the moment came when I ruined my gastrointestinal tract with so many pills taken over the past two years. For the last two days I was in the hospital, even there they already said that I had no living space on my arms from the IVs 🙈 They diagnosed me with exhaustion of the body and weight deficiency. On Tuesday I will have a gastroscopy (

In the meantime, I will try to please you with my photos from the summer, which the incredibly talented Ira took me on film! This is her very first shoot outsi...

Happy New Year 🎄

Friends, I congratulate everyone on the New Year! 🎄

2023 was a real nightmare for all Ukrainians and I really hope that this nightmare will end in new year. I wish everyone in the new year that your near and dear ones are safe and close to you, I wish you peaceful skies above and of course health! Because as I already know from myself, without health there is no life. I love you and hug 🫂♥️

Me with @nemmy_horin

My Birthday

Today, December 28th, I turned 28 years old 💫

Everyone knows me as a volunteer, as a successful photographer, model and as an eternally positive person who does not give up and has been fighting a disease for more than two years that no one can diagnose. But few people know me as a person who cries when I’m left alone, who has thought about death countless times over these two years, just to no longer feel this unimaginable physical pain every day of his life. Sometimes it seems to me that I no longer remember what it’s like to...

Mysterious library ❤️

Finally I can show you this shooting! Of course, there was a scandal 😅 Although I was allowed there, I officially paid for the shooting there, the girl who worked there simply could not refuse me because she fell in love with my works. But when the director of the university saw these photos, of course there was a scandal.  So I waited until everything calmed down and I could show you these photos ))

Model's page: https://www.instag...

Exclusive set of my self-portraits in the red bathroom ❤️‍🔥

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A striking collection of 33 photographs and video, captured in the bold glow of a red-lit shower.

Shadows, reflections, and falling water create a powerful atmosphere where light and body merge into one. Each frame carries intensity, mystery, and the raw poetry of self-discovery.

This series is about passion and presence- a journey through fire and vulnerability, where every drop of water and every line of...

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I can't eat at all on the new pills. I feel nauseous all the time, and depression has set in. I have lost a lot of weight and have constant bruises on my body. I will go to Kyiv and ask to stop taking this drug for me (

Behind the Scenes of the Mouline Rouge, Part 2 🖤

Friends, after December 20th I’m going to Kyiv again to see a doctor, most likely they will do a spinal cord puncture and they decided to experimentally give 20 injections of my blood plasma into the muscles. This causes local inflammation and the body directs all its strength to those places to restore them. They will also make me mouthguards and I will wear them all the time. I will keep you updated on developments.

Thank you for supporting me and staying with me ❤️

Photographer's IG: 2023-12-18 12:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post

Behind the Scenes of the Mouline Rouge, Part 1 🖤

I kept thinking about whether to talk about it or not, and still decided that many people don’t fully understand what I go through almost every day.

A few days ago at night I woke up from a hellish pain in my head, the pain was so strong that it was simply impossible to fall back to sleep. And as you already know, I have long been guilty of injecting lidocaine into the nerves on my head so that at least for a while this pain would go away and I could fall asleep. And usually I inject into the greater occipital nerve on the head and i...

Lolita in a poppy field 🌷

I saved a few summer photos for you so that you don’t forget how beautiful it is outside in the summer ❤️‍🔥 Since many people have problems with viewing videos, now you can see the videos to sets in the attachments 👇🏻

Model's IG: https://instagram.com/nemmy_horin?igshid=NzZlODBkYWE4Ng==

Me by Kovbasuk

Hello everyone, friends, I want to say thank you for the support that you have expressed and it means the world to me, I am incredibly glad that I have a family like you 🙏🏻 I love you all!

Your Anastaya ❤️

Photographer's IG: https://instagram.com/kovbasyukphoto?igshid=NzZlODBkYWE4Ng==

♥️

Hello my dear friends. Firstly, I want to thank you for your love and support, it’s priceless 🙏🏻 and secondly, there are a lot of new people here and you probably may not know that I’ve been struggling with an unknown disease for more than two years. I was diagnosed with rheumatism, fibromyalgia, pinched nerves in the head, and so on. I even underwent ketamine injections, but no treatment helps me. I have been forced to take antidepressants and tranquilizers every day for so many years in order to dull the pain at least a little. N...

Solomia Maievska 🍯

Our second shooting with Solomia, which turned out to be quite expensive, but definitely worth it. I needed an assistant, three hours of studio time, a lot of film to cover the entire studio and 4 liters of honey 😅 Yes, I was very upset to have to waste the work of bees, but sometimes for the sake of art you have to compromise your principles and sacrifice something.

By the way, I want to remind you that now you can order prints with Solomia at my Etsy shop:

2023-11-28 12:00:06 +0000 UTC View Post

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This is me, after an hour and a half conversation with a British doctor

I have never cried so much as I have in the last six months.

After so many years, my nerves are just getting worse.

I'll try to make a short video of the conversation. In short, three of the smartest doctors don’t know what’s wrong with me.

They discussed for a long time that it could be either rheumatism or fibromyaglia, and if this is it, we need to try to just accept it. But there are many pros and cons of these two diagnoses, since neither...

Me by Kovbasuk, Part 2

I updated the series with new crops that I made)) hope you will like it ❤️‍🔥

Me by Kovbasuk, Part 1

I updated the series with new crops that I made)) hope you will like it ❤️‍🔥

The first part from the big and long shooting with Sergey, that lasted almost 6 hours 😅 I remember how very tired I was then, but I really liked the shooting, it consisted of four different parts, which you will see later))

Photographer's IG: https://instagram.com/kovbasyukphoto?igshid=NzZlODBkYWE4Ng==

Backstage from previous shooting 🖤

Roots

The second series of shooting with the delightful Mirko, by the way, he is engaged in calinesthetics. I would really like to shoot male nudes more often, but unfortunately models are very difficult to find. Would you act as a nude model for me?😅

Models' IG: https://instagram.com/mirazh_?igshid=NzZlODBkYWE4Ng==

Backstage from the previous shooting 🖤

Video in the Attachments 👇🏻

Strength of will

Everyone was looking forward to this shooting and asked me a million questions whether it hurt me 😅 I’ll be honest, it was painful and there was blood, but compared to what I experience every day, this wire cannot be compared. It was difficult to do some difficult poses because the wire was constantly digging into my skin and didn’t let me relax, so don’t be surprised if there aren’t some super new cool poses from me in this series 😅 but I tried my best 100% 

Photographer's IG: 2023-11-09 12:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post

Backstage from the previous shooting 🌱

We’re preparing something incredible for you with Solomia ♥️

Lost in the Green Abyss 🌱

Hello! I was very worried about sharing men’s shoots here, but several people asked me to make a post, so I decided, I hope you like this shoot, because for the sake of it we had to get into the swamp, even though it was unsafe and scary 😅 and there was just a terrible smell, but this it was worth it, I told you for a long time that I dreamed of shooting in a swamp, but only Mirko decided to do it, he specially came from the other end of Ukraine for this shoot. How do you like the result? Would you dare to get into the a swamp for a pho...

Fragility, Backstages